today…
today…
i feel so far away from You. i feel Your grasp growing weaker.
but i tell myself… FIGHT THE GOOD FIGHT FOR THE TRUE FAITH - 1 Timothy 6:12
Your forgiveness is what i need right now. in Your arms is where i long to be right now. Your love and mercy is what i hope to feel now.
i’ve hurt others, and i’ve hurt myself, and more importantly, i’ve hurt You.
i feel so terribly lousy.
‘Lord, i thank you for every wonderful day you’ve created. forgive me that i have ruined it with anger. forgive me for hurting you, for hurting others, and for hurting myself. Father, teach me to treasure what i have and to appreciate what i receive. when i am lost, guide me with Your light. when my faith is shaken, wake me up with Your word Father. Help me as i surrender my all to you. stop me from closing the doors on You, Lord. Thank you. in the beloved name of Jesus Christ i pray, Amen.’
it must i’ve drawn too far from You, that i’m so unlike You.
it hurts, let it stop. i’m really tired.
