chasing dreams

failure

i have such a strong feeling that everything is going to turn out wrong, just when everything seemed to get better.

i can only pray for the better.

i want to talk to you just about anything, but you always seem to be adrift on a memory. either that, or we’ll just end up in an unhappy conversation because i feel that you’re not supporting me and you’ll feel that i’m just being judgmental or that i’m easily frustrated.

i’m REALLY tired.

as failure stands at my door, ready to knock. it seems like i’ve nowhere to hide.

when will i be well again?

i’ve never felt this weak.

i’ve been sick for the past two weeks.

and even before i recover fully, i’m down with UTI.

i’m so TIRED! tired of falling sick or feeling unwell!

‘we live in a fallen world. as a result of our forefather’s sin, the world has to contend with sickness, sorrow, evil and death’

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i need a kit kat

i need a break, because i’m breaking down.

everything that is put in my face, makes me realise so much more - how unworthy of the things i’ve done, or doing.

i know. one of the ten Great Commandments says not to bear false witness.

i’m really trying my best not to judge.

but sometimes, they just leave me with room for doubt.

stressed with the unnecessary, seriously, i feel like quitting.

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